Anxiety attack on first day

I’ve been planning this trip to Nepal for years and could not go because of covid and because I was too young. I decided to finally do it and I just arrived a few hours ago. I’m completely stuck I can’t even get out of my room to get money and food cause I’m too scared. I feel safe nowhere I just wanna go back home but I cannot teleport there. Everyone in the streets are trying to get to me cause i’m an easy target white, blond hair, blue eyes looks really young and HIS very young . I don’t know what to do my flight is in more than a month I think I made a really big mistake. If someone was in that situation and could help me, I’m having a really bad anxiety attack.

Anxiety attack on first day